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The Kill Tonight is the night, the night when I make my attack. The moon is covered with dark ominous clouds, tonight is perfect. Tonight is the perfect night to finally get my revenge. Revenge on the man, who shattered my heart. When the clock strikes twelve I will come out of hiding to attack the man. The man who promised forever to me, we were supposed to become one, as a couple. We were supposed to man and woman, as one. Now that is no more, the man has taken that away from me. He used to look into my sapphire eyes and tell me I was his world. The one he wanted, the beautiful one, his love. Yesterday is all I want now, before I

Addicted Love is like a drug, a strong one too. Some people can live without knowing what love is. I consider them lucky, love is an additive drug. Once you get a taste, you keep crawling back for more. The more you get, the more you want to have. When the drug of love leaves you with nothing left, life isn’t worth living. You go through withdrawals of not having someone there for you. You get angry at people who have the love drug and can make it last forever. You cry and cry to the point to throwing up. Thoughts of hate, anger and suicide fill your head. The love drug has left you with nothing, not even your dignity. You ha

Sometimes Sometimes I think he loves me, sometimes I think he doesn’t. Sometimes he holds me close, sometimes he pushes me away. Sometimes he’ll hit me, sometimes he’ll just yell. He’ll love me one day and hate me the next. Sometimes he says he’s sorry, but he really isn’t. My friends look at me, oddly, they ask about the marks and bruises, I make excuses, I say they are from something else. Until one day he loses his cool, he starts to yell, I start to tremble and shake, I know something bad is going to happen. I turn to run away, but he grabs my wrist and slams me to the floor. He’s yelling again,

Grandfather You always told me you loved me, no matter what I did, wrong or right. Your arms would hold me close every time I was afraid, you'd never let me go You'd play outside with brother and me, teaching me to play ball, even though I was never any good. But as the years slowly faded away, so did you. No longer were you able to hold me close and tight, for I would break free so easily, because I was afraid you would break. I'd never do anything wrong around you, because I always wanted to your angel, your perfect angel. There will be no more playing ball with brother and me, for you can barely walk without stumbling around. More

Your heart feels heavy, your body screams to be touched by a gentle hand. You miss the way your friends would hug you when your eyes were filled with shadows and hurt. But now your friends have all left your side, no one to make you feel safe and sound, all because of one bad mistake and they just leave you alone and cold. All you did was make one bad choice, it's not like you killed anymore, but when you stop and think about it. You killed everyone on the inside. You feel so horrible now, you avoid looking into your friends eyes, because the smiles are only masks, hiding what they really feel about it. You alone in your room thinki

It's so dark, my heart I think it has stopped beating It has stopped beating because of the way you think you can just push me away like that. I thought you loved me no matter what I did? Daddy, why have you forsaken me? Don't you care about me anymore? What happened? Why is that when I try and talks to you, you push me away like I am nothing to you? How come you spend more time thinking about work and other things? I am your daughter; I need you more than work does. You are my father, start acting like one. Believe me father, you mean the world to me. You never notice things when needed. You're always behind on things. My heart sto